… I have not been updating my blog lately.
Yeah. E don shele (It has happened).
Suspected something was off during my late honeymoon trip and confirmed it on New Year’s Eve. It has been an emotional roller coaster. My first thought was, “I am going to be a shitty mother.” My next thought was, “that fertile son of a bitch,” and my third was, “what is God thinking giving me the responsibility of potentially screwing up another person?”
Lately, my hormones are leveling off, my extreme fatigue is subsiding, nausea is abating, appetite is getting back to normal and despite the frequent urination, things seem to be going pretty well. Nothing prepares you for this. Nothing. But I am actually allowing myself to be excited, hopeful and deep down, I can’t wait to meet him or her.
So brace yourselves folks, this is about to become a mommy blog. Yes o. Hell has frozen over. Lucid Lilith is going to be a mommy.